This last week I have been reading the book
Heaven Is Here by Stephanie Nielsen, a survivor of a plane crash with her husband that left her with 80% of her body covered with 3rd degree burns. She has such passion for marriage and motherhood and her book has inspired me to to cherish the true blessing it is to be a wife and mother to my incredible husband and two amazing girls. I have felt prompted all day to write a post about my little 10-month-old Eva. I have enjoyed every moment of being her mother. She has a fighting spirit inside of her that I admire. She has a love for her family that shines through her eyes. When she is proud of herself she is excited to share her excitement with me. Every time she comes bounding around the corner and I hear her little feet pad the floor, she always greets me with one of the best heart-warming smiles that make her little blue eyes shine bright. Makes me feel like a million bucks. I can truly feel her love and need for me and there is nothing more rewarding about motherhood than that, to feel needed by your children. It puts into perspective the responsibility and absolute importance of my role of providing them with a safe, nurturing environment of love, hope and peace that in turn provides an escape from the chaotic world around us.
I have had a week of sleepless nights as Eva fights through yet another cold, and there are moments where I can't fall back to sleep after getting Eva back to bed. A couple of times in those moments I have thought about the book I was reading and felt completely ok with being woken up by my little spunky girl because I knew that I was blessed to be her mom, to have the beautiful life I had with the knowledge of a loving Heavenly Father that loved me. What more could I need?
As I watch Eva grow in every way at such a rapid pace, I want to freeze time and keep her just the ways she is, the happy, cuddly, sensitive, and determined little person she is. Then I realize, who she is now will probably be who she is for the rest of her life. I feel a peace and comfort to know that her strong little spirit will fight for the cause of good. Somehow I just know this. The Spirit probably wants me to know this so that I can somehow deal with the fact that I am bringing these sweet innocent children into a scary world. I have to remember that their souls are much older than their bodies and they have the capability to do great things. I have never understood more than I do now that Heavenly Father has saved the valient for this time. To fight for the cause of good.
May we take a step back and look at our lives and recognize the amazing blessing it is to be alive with those we love around us. May we always cherish the wonderful moments so they will carry us through the challenges and remind us of what matters most.